was just terrible.
from the very start.

I woke up with bruised feeling lungs because my inhaler ran out and I was struggling to breathe the entire night.

THENNN the power temporarily went out, so I had to wait forever to dry my hair. AND THE WORST PART IS
I RAN

out of hairspray.
In the middle of doing my hair. SO I HAD LIKE ONE SIDE WITH /INTENSEEEEE/ volume. And the other was just kinda...erf.

Augh, thenn I had to wait in the cold at the bus stop, just to have a crappy bus ride. I got on and the kid I normally sit next to straightup ignored me. And that made me SO ANGRY BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON IN THE WORLD FOR IT.

AND JUST..the rest of the day was so ridiculous. My teachers HATE me and they decided to hate me extra today.
I'm just sitting here like

wow
everyone has a stick up their ass today.

THEN LOL at lunch I was standing with my friends and THIS
KID
that i've not ever met before in my life
came up to me and tried to rip my water bottle out from my hand.
LOL IT WAS HELLA WEIRD.


fffffff then i found out i had this crazy detailed project for english. We're reading Lord of the Flies.
Well..


everyone ELSE is reading it. I'm SUCH A BUM xD
AUGHAUGH. AND.
PEOPLE.
I JUST.
THEY.




they bother me.
i put so much effort into things.
i actually CARE.
but nobody ever gives back.

/FRUSTRATIONNNNNN.

ah. oh well. i don't...really care if anyone reads this. I HOPE THEY DIDN'T ACTUALLY. IT ANNOYS ME THAT I WROTE THIS.




but more art to come c:
working on my commssions.
i think i'm just going to upload them all at once haha.

LOL


it just kills me when people think they can make me jealous.

it just
doesn't
work.

all it ever does is piss me off and make me want to scrape my face on concrete.


FJKSLDJKAFJ
FDSAKL
fsadjf TOMORROW THOUGH IS
MY BIRTHDAY.

I am so ecstatic about getting my tattoo.
even though it's hella small xD


WELL I found out what I'm going to be for halloween finally.
They're having a halloween party at the restaraunt where I work (which is awesome, we're all really close there)
My boss's kids always call my mom, who also works there, "The Other Mother"
SOOOOO my mom is going to dress as the other mother, and have little button eye dolls of the kids.
AND I GET TO BE CORALINE.
it's gonna be so beast.



cB

HRFF.

I HATE
feeling like a backup.

Like dude sorry that I'm not born to your liking.




BUTLOL anyways, I really...have no idea why I'm making a journal.

Like..there's not purpose to this whatsoever ff.


I AMMM a senior now. I MET SOME NEW FRIENDS AND THEY'RE PRETTY FLY


GO CHECK THIS PEICE OF HOTSECKS OUT. I met her in my french class and fskld she's incredible.
We might be going to a DeviantArt meeting in Dallas together C:


Whatelse. OHHHHH MY BIRTHDAYYYY is this saturday. I'm mad excited about it. I CAN BE LEGAL AND BUY CIGARETTES AND HAVE SEX AND PARTY AND WORK AT PET SMART AND GET INTO RATED R MOVIES BY MYSELF AND GET MY FRIENDS INTO RATED R MOVIES WITH ME BY MYSELF AND OMFG.

lol i turn 18, which meannssss I get my tattoo and hip piercing 8D
I'm getting a peace sign on my foot like the beautiful christofer drew on saturdayyy ohman cB





uhuh.
+ i get to go seeeee cobra starship, hey monday, blg, we the kings, and all time low on halloween hurrdur.

LOL as far as art goes, I finally got back into it. I'm currently working on trades and commissions. SERIOUSLY GUYS I am terribly sorry about the wait. I don't want you to think I'm just gonna flake out on them. I haven't forgotten, I just....got in way over my head at the wrong time baw :C
I'll also be uploading my concentration and breath pieces once I get them photographed.
WHICH REMINDS ME. I'm going to be applying at RISD since its like RIGHT where I planned on moving anyways.
goes there now..so that would just be so cool flkhg.


DERP SORRY FOR THIS USELESS BORING JOURNAL. I'm so lame and frustrated today x)




o and
my frand.
go watch her and leave her nice comments on every picture
except
the one titled
self
>%C

Hey guys!

I can't...access my messages for some reason. My computer is being screwy. I'll...figure that out and respond to them later.

Buuuutt, I feel like trying that livestream thing....if anybody wants to watch. So yeah.

I'll be online for that for a little whileee.

[link] (:

lolk so i got the livestream thing to work.


If I used it would anyone like...watch me draw?
I have really retarded processes and

idk

rofl.